Am I so like Israel?
Impatiently reaching for fulfillment
Thirsting but never satisfied
Yet in my own strength
On my own terms
I am like Saul presenting sacrifices for approval
This while harboring disobedience and distrust
You allow the system of the world to press me
The Spirit of Joy seems limp within me
I am broken
No longer can I hold onto to this dream or that desire
All I can want is your rescue
Be the grace you display to your faithful
Allow my voicing prayer be whispered in the halls of your council
Is there an ear listening?
May my heart be still to wait, I am broken